Nicole

Sat, 07 Aug 2004 22:16:10 GMT

Thursday Night
Stayed over his house.
Watched movies.
Cuddled.
Fun time.
End of Story.

Yesterday
Came to Thea's.
Me,him,Thea and Bridget went swimming.
Twas rweally fun!
Layed on couch with him while we watched Degrassi.
Walked him up the block.
Said good bye.
Fell asleep with Thea. ;)
Lol.
Was a nice day.

Today
Basically bumming it with Thea.
We watched Legally Blonde 2 and Dreamcatcher.
But I fell asleep at the end of that.
Now sitting on my butt waiting for him to call.

<33Nicole

Thu, 05 Aug 2004 02:34:12 GMT

Today was awesome.

I woke up early.
Went to Anthony's
We hung out.
He asked me on a date.
Lol
We went to see THE VILLAGE.
It rocked.
But it scared me
And...It has a big twist.
Then he took me to dinner.
We went to Nifty Fifty's.
OMG.
It was awesome
I had a chicken soemthing cutlet...yum.
Then I got a Strawberry Cheese Cake milkshake.
Yum!!
::rubs the belly::
But we couldn't finish it all.
Then we started awlking back towards my house. We had a very intimate conversation.
It started to pour.
It was so magical.
Oii,I'm such a romantic.
Today was probably the most romantic day of my life.
I love him sooo much.
Oii, work tomorow.
Must get up at 10. ARGH
BUt I might be staying at Anth's house tmrw...yaya!Can't wait.
I just hope this scam works out.
<33 to all.

Nicole

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 17:34:56 GMT

New Layout. Extra Sucky. Need major help...

Hey,anyone good with overrides?

Help would be lovely...
Please...I'm begging on my knees!

::puppy dog eyes::

Mon, 02 Aug 2004 03:46:03 GMT

Drank Today
Kyle fell in river,
trying to save me from jumping.
Attempting suicide, and I don't know why.
Anthony got really sick.
He fell thru some doors,
and puked his brains out.
Me and him went to his house.
I cooked him dinner.
Then we watched Cheaper By the Dozen.
His Daddy drove me home.

"Your kiss is on my list of the best things in the world"
Aww Anthony! Lol.

Well not much more to write.
Work tomorrow.
Comments would be nice.

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 17:12:25 GMT

Hello...

I haven't written for a few days.
Sorry.
I've been terribly busy working and hanging out with my baby. Yea...thats all I've been doing.
Work=boring but MONEY!
Anthony=oh my...feelings i can't explain.
Lol.
Right now I'm terribly bored.
Anthony is coming over really fast.
Kyle is coming up.
This should be fun!
...Lol.
I can't wait to see what today has in store for me.
La La.
Well...
Not much to write...
I shall write another time.

xo<3Nicole

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 06:01:16 GMT

Type your username with your...

finger: orainbow_tearso
elbow: orainbow-tearo
nose:orainbowtearso
toe:oreaciunboiwtewarsv ol
lip:orainowtears

OMG

THEA FUCKING WITNISSED THIS! lol

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 05:49:47 GMT

Today was nifty!!

I went to work...
Thea and Der showed up.
They walked me home afterwards...
Then we went to Thea's.
Watched Josie and the Pussy Cats.
Anthony came!
The highlight of my day!
We watched the beginning of Mystic River.
Then we walked to Thea's eye doctors.
Then on the way back we stopped at BK.
Then Thea's mom picked us up and we went to see Anchorman.
Great Movie.
Then I just got to spend the rest of the night with my love.
Anthony.
Now I'm sitting here.
Thea's makin cheesy bread. Yum.
I'm stayin' over.
This is what my summer should be like.

<33 Nicole

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 21:04:24 GMT

Yes,yes. You people had the right idea...

Sex

BTW,

I LOVE YOU ANTHONY!!!

Mine...A little weird...But I think this is a good way to explain what's going on during ...

Wed, 28 Jul 2004 06:27:43 GMT

With your skin on mine...

pressing firmly into me.

Like pen into paper.

We become one.

I'm trembling into you,

not knowing how to act.

Closing my eyes...

Fastly,

We become one.

Suddenly, I can feel the blood.

I feel it running through my veins.

Then I find myself staring into your eyes.

Like the sun in the sky...

We become one.

A deep gasp for air...

The end has come.

Holding you...

you're warm body...

Remembering,

We were just one.

If you understand,leave a comment. Let me know what you think even if you don't. Feel free to ask any questions.

Sun, 25 Jul 2004 20:52:45 GMT

Heya!

Yesterday was ok I woke up about 2 and got showered,then came over Theas. Derek and Sam came over to. I guess we had a good time. I miss Sam lots!...Its such a shame she is moving. Then last night I slept over Thea's. We watched Degrassi 'til like 4 in the morning. It was awesome. Lol,I love that show. Now, I'm sitting here, being all lazy and bummy. Lol. We watched PLUTO NASH...funny ass movie. And now we're watching Newlyweds. I really miss Anthony. I haven't seen him in 2 days...going on 3...:-(...ARGH. I hope he comes over today. Well not much to write...Comments would be nice...love to all

<333Nicole

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 20:38:39 GMT

New Screenname!!!

xRainb0w St4rx

Sat, 24 Jul 2004 17:43:33 GMT

Yesterday was fucking awesome!!!

My mommy came to get me,Der, and Thea. Might I add, we all looked very pretty,including Derek.Lol. Then...We went to get the twenty and missed it by a split second. By the time we got to the bus stop it started pouring. So I whipped out my handy dandy...

PINEAPPLE TABLE COVER

For this, I knew my grandmother would be proud. Lol. We used it to shield us from the rain. Then we got down to the pier or w/e and stood in line for about 45 minutes. Then they sed no umbrellas were aloud. Then they effin segregated us. Man on one side. Woman on the other. I was like SEXSISTS! Lol. Then it started pouring. After we were told no umbrellas and we thru our to the side, then the line moved. Then there was a fence so I stuck my hand thru and...
TA DA! A huge umbrella...Me Thea and My Mom stood under it. Lol. I'm a life saver. Then we went inside and they frisked us. Lol. Then we got to this stand for 93.3 and the girl sed "here cover ur belly" to my mom and handed her a banner. Lol. Then we walked up to the stage and we had a really good seat. But I saw like mad taller heads then mine. Breaking Benjamin came on.. and his voice was OMGGGG...and me and my mom both agreed we loved his smile. AWESOME,is what they were. Then 3 Days Grace came on and they were awesome too. My mom sed that "Home" was her song. I could understand why. Then Seether came on. And they were, just fucking.. words cant even describe. He sed FUCK like after everything. It was awesome. Then he did a cover of Nirvana. And he sounded so much like him.. I had fucking chills. I was like "Welcome back Kurt" Then Evanescence came on. YAYA!!... I was so excited. She is so beautiful. I wanna be in a band like that... and just do what I do...just like her. They did a cover of "Thoughtlessness" By KoRn.. and it was purely breathtaking. I loved that!...Then she continued her show...I can't wait to go to another concert.. but nothing could ever compare to hers.

I love you,Amy...

I love you more,Mommy.

Stolen Off Layna

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 03:56:49 GMT

10 bands you've been listening a lot to lately:
1. Dashboard Confessional
2. Taking Back Sunday
3. Sugarcult
4. Something Corporate
5. Rage Against the Machine
6. The Used
7. Jack Off Jill
8. 3 Days Grave
9. Evanescence
10. The Spill Canvas

9 things you look forward to:
1. My Download of the new TBS cd to finish...
2. Seeing Anthony Saturday
3. Evanescence Concert tmrw<333
4. Spending time with my Mommy
5. 10th Grade
6. Hanging out with my new gang...(Me,Anthony,Thea and Derek)
7. Seeing my Dad...who knows when the hell that'll happen?
8. Singing!!
9. Going back to school

8 things you like to wear:
1. Boy Cut Panties
2. Skirts
3. My Glasses
4. My Rainbow Belt
5. Eyeliner
6. Beaded Braclets
7. My Studded Belt
8. My Star Bead Choker

7 things that annoy you:
1.Smelling Like Cigarettes everytime I leave my house.
2. Fakers
3. Drama Queens/Kings...Even tho that makes me a hypocrit
4. Liars
5. Hurting People
6. Drugss
7. My brother,sometimes.

6 things you say most these days:
1. Heyo
2. I love you so much,Anthony!
3. Mom/Mom-mom,Please?
4. Uber
5. Ugh
6. Dude

5 things you do everyday:
1. Kiss Anthony
2.Hold Anthony's hand.
3. Hug Anthony.
4. Think of Anthony.
5. Love Anthony.

4 people you want to spend more time with:
1. Samantha
2. Christine
3. Anthony
4. Anthony

3 movies you could watch over and over again:
1. Moulin Rouge
2. Bang Bang You're Dead
3. Willy Wonka

2 of your favorite songs at the moment:
1. Rage Against the Machine-Beautiful World
2. Dashboard Confessional-I Do

1 person you could spend the rest of your life with:
1. Anthony...

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 03:40:40 GMT

The New TBS Cd:

UBER FUCKING NIFTY!

Fri, 23 Jul 2004 02:29:52 GMT

4 MONTHS!!!

Lol.. Thats how long its been for me and Anthony. And I know it'll last much longer...*sigh* I love him so fucking much!...

Today, Thea bought her ticket for Evanescence and so did Derek. But Anthony has work,damnnit! And my mommy got all offended when she found friends were coming. She really yelled at me and crushed my feelings.. I cried. I really wish I could live with her and NOT have to leave everything here behind. I love her to peices. Everything is fine now tho. I think its just her emotions playin' with her cause shes all pregnant and stuff. But I really appreciate she went thru all the trouble to buy me the tickets...
Lalala What to say??...On our way back to Thea's her mom was driving down a street and a bird like flew towards the car. And it looked like it was gonna escape. But then we looked back and we swore we saw it laying dead in the street. So then at the corner she turned around to check. And sure enough.. she killed it i wanted to cry. I felt so bad fer the birdy...

Then we went to Thea's house and Anth came over.. then when I was pee-ing inside they dared him to jump in the pool. Sure enough, when I came out, he jumped in the pool with all his clothes on. Looked like fun tho. Lol... Well not much more happened. I'll write tmrw night..maybe after the concert..Jealous Much? lol just playin kiddos

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 06:26:45 GMT

Hey Guys!!

New Layout

What do you think??

I'm having a little problem with what comes up on the top of the page. Can anyone help?

Comments would be nice.

<333 Nicole

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 23:20:13 GMT

Hiya people...

We all knew that little fight wouldn't last long. Lol.

Anyways. My Mommy bought me the tickets today!.. I think I'm lending Thea money til Friday so she can go. This should be AWESOME! I'm really excited. I love Amy Leigh...She's my fucking idol. I wanna sing just like her...Or be in a band like she does it! Hey, I know I've got the talent. ::is sick of self for that line:: Lol. Umm.. I think right now I'm about to go outside with Anthony..can't wait ^_^..tehehe.Well I'm gonna go. Toodles everyone...

TAKING BACK SUNDAY'S NEW CD COMES OUT IN 6 DAYS!!!!

Wed, 21 Jul 2004 02:50:53 GMT

Hi People...

I feel awfully shitty. Besides the fact I just got in from chizzilin wif my baby. Lol. I think we had fun tickling eachother almost all night. I got in to an argument with Thea 'cause she was mad I didn't go out with her. (???????????) I waited but whatever. Suposedly I changed. But I don't say a WORD when I ask her to come out and theres an excuse. Or when I call her and shes "sleeping" or "in the shower". No... I just play along. And I'm tired of doing that. So yea, Like I was saying.. I've changed guys. I don't know how but according to her I did. What? Because my world doesn't COMPLETLEY revolve around her anymore? Ugh, that was kinda mean. But I know what shes thinking. That I pick Anth over her, but that's not the story. It's just I got outta my house when I got the chance. But I can be mean! But I know what shes thinking. That I pick Anth over her, but that's not the story. It's just I got outta my house when I got the chance. I'm so frustrated and so hurt. I can't believe what she sed to me. Everytime we argue she says it. But this time, I'm not letting it slide. Well.. I'm gonna go. I've gotta get up early so I can get money from my mommy to get tickets fer the Evanescence concert this friday!!..Who0t Who0t!

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 19:57:22 GMT

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i guess u get it that my hair turned out like...

SHITTTTT

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 19:51:53 GMT

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Mon, 19 Jul 2004 17:22:42 GMT

I must appologize for my outbreak last night.

So...

Sorry

Oii...I'm doing my hair in a little bit.

Pray
people
that this works out....

<3333/333

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 06:27:50 GMT

I dont know what the fuck is wrong with me!!!!

I feel like I am having an emotional breakdown.

omg
OMG
OMGGGGG

I just wanna die.

Why do I deserve to live? Why??????
There's no point...

I'm an awful friend,
I don't fulfill my duties as a friend.

I'm a shitty girlfriend.

I'm a shitty person,in general.

I'm a total FUCK UP

Look at me.. I mean have you ever really taken a good look at me? Have u looked deep in my eyes and seen how much of a disgrace I am.

I don't see what my point is. I fuck up so much. No matter what I do. I always hurt someone. I'm a fucking confusing person. Aren't I? And for those who pretend to be my friends, I thank you. You give me all the more reasons.

-Whipes Eyes-

I make myself sick.
I make myself wanna barf.

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 05:39:25 GMT

Today was pretty cool. Kyle and Sean came over.. then we met up with Thea. From there we went to Kyle's,drank and I had my first REAL convo with Sean. He really opened up to me. It was amazing.. I miss him. Then I came back. And Anth<333 came over. We hung out fer a bit. Then he went home. Then I came home and my mommy was here. I chilled here with her for a bit then me her my brotehr and uncle walked to her work... where I bought hair dye... Its very pretty. Its called 'Starlet', a very light beige blonde.. its spectacular..lol.. then i came back.. and here i am wanting to talk to anthony.. i think i'll go call his cellie.. to0dles peepz

Boredom Reigns Upon Me at 3:47 in the Morning

Sun, 18 Jul 2004 07:48:08 GMT

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Sun, 18 Jul 2004 06:30:14 GMT

Quick Update

-Thinks Uncle and his g/f are doing stuff in the bathroom eww-

Anyways.. The night of the magic I slept at Thea's.. Then the morning, we woke up and chilled. I dacned around to this old alternative sogn and made her and heath laugh. Twas fun. Then I went home, printed out one of mypoems fer anth and made him a new cd. Then he came over and we hang out for a while.. i tried to make it a romantic night.. i think i suceeded.. well not much to write.. but i miss kyle!! lol we need to chill soon dude.. love u all lots..

I LOVE U ANTHONY!!!!